Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Acorns and Eagles

not government acorns but spiritual acorns --- thrice they have appeared........first one alone, the next two are found side by side.....eagle seen by both of us on a special day............

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i wait all day, every day, on pins and needles....waiting to see if sex will occur.

it excites me and makes me feel so special when you ask me something.......anything.

i think i misake pain for pleasure....therefore i am unable to enjoy a gentle touch....it's like feeling no sensation and receiving only frustration.

i wish i didnt want to enjoy myself so much................

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