yesterday......
beat my head.
squeezed the bones in my fingers together until i feel pain then "stuff" my crying deep inside me.....i had to do this multiple times last nite until the crying stopped.
got into huge "leaving" fight with my husband....took a few klonapin and aparantly fell asleep and woke this morning to one leg out of my pants and bra off.....
i was still upset from last nite and got into fight with husband again after cleaning kitchen.
went into van for a while so i could have a place to cry.
came back inside and asked if he would also like to speak civilly to eachother again......he said yes.
now we are feeding outside kitties........
beat my head.
squeezed the bones in my fingers together until i feel pain then "stuff" my crying deep inside me.....i had to do this multiple times last nite until the crying stopped.
got into huge "leaving" fight with my husband....took a few klonapin and aparantly fell asleep and woke this morning to one leg out of my pants and bra off.....
i was still upset from last nite and got into fight with husband again after cleaning kitchen.
went into van for a while so i could have a place to cry.
came back inside and asked if he would also like to speak civilly to eachother again......he said yes.
now we are feeding outside kitties........
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